My Sadness

There's comfort in my sadness

A feeling of home

I know where I am in my darkness

Tried to fight it, and I almost lost it

Happy in my own hatred

Content in my discontent

My discomfort brings me home

Embarrassed by my dark embrace

My emptiness is full of darkness

A void full of despair

Shedding my hope to reach hopelessness

Pleasure comes from a lack of enjoyment

Actively seeking my worthlessness

Feeling fulfilled with low esteem

Worthy of all defamation

But never wanting my sadness to end

Behind Eyes

Hello handsome

He's a bit of alright

They see nothing gruesome

No sadness in sight

They pass by me unaware

They don't hear my cries

Oblivious with no care

For my battle behind blue eyes

Feeling blue on a sunny day

Struggling to make my way